future is waiting for me ahead....

it's now 1.30 in the early morning, but i'm still here surfing net n just finished a korean drama- surgeon bong dal hee. i like the series very much coz it's related to my future career, a doctor. while i was watching this series, i felt stress up n couldn't stop thinking of my future housemanship. i still have 2 years to go n will join the housemanship in 2010. i don't feel like graduating as i haven't get myself prepared for the busy n tension lifestyle. according to my friend, her sister now having nightmares everynight doing her housemanship now. this makes me feel like this is the moment to be equipped well with all the knowledge, coz there is no time to study when u're a houseman. the doctor in the attachment told us to study well n must have a strong theory base, so that we can cope up well when we r doing our housemanship. that's why i always say i wanna to have self-discipline to study everyday. however, my flesh is too weak. i always end up with dramas n chit-chatting with friends. God, help me. i know i can do it with Your strength. this is the time that i must really concentrate in my studies n prepare to be equipped well to my battle in the future! i wanna be a GOOD doctor! cheers~~~ :) going to study now, gambateh!