future is waiting for me ahead....

it's now 1.30 in the early morning, but i'm still here surfing net n just finished a korean drama- surgeon bong dal hee. i like the series very much coz it's related to my future career, a doctor. while i was watching this series, i felt stress up n couldn't stop thinking of my future housemanship. i still have 2 years to go n will join the housemanship in 2010. i don't feel like graduating as i haven't get myself prepared for the busy n tension lifestyle. according to my friend, her sister now having nightmares everynight doing her housemanship now. this makes me feel like this is the moment to be equipped well with all the knowledge, coz there is no time to study when u're a houseman. the doctor in the attachment told us to study well n must have a strong theory base, so that we can cope up well when we r doing our housemanship. that's why i always say i wanna to have self-discipline to study everyday. however, my flesh is too weak. i always end up with dramas n chit-chatting with friends. God, help me. i know i can do it with Your strength. this is the time that i must really concentrate in my studies n prepare to be equipped well to my battle in the future! i wanna be a GOOD doctor! cheers~~~ :) going to study now, gambateh!

happy birthday bro!

thank God that u grant me this bro of mine on 2nd of sept 21 years ago.
bro, hope that u can be happy always. may God bless u always~~~

as u r in the midst of exam now, hope that u can manage ur timetable well n study smart. pray that God grant u wisdom n understanding when u r studying, n guide u throughout ur exam. God is with u~~~~

know that u'll be back to kk on 15th of sept. it's such a waste that i can't meet with u every year coz our holidays r always different. ish..... anyway, hope that u can enjoy ur time back in kk with daddy, mummy n baby. for sure with ur irene too... hope that both of u can be holding hands throughout the journey together forever....

HapPy BirThdAy bro! wish u all the best n may all ur dreams come true!
love u always....... take care. :)

my first time....

hey, this is my first time to start blogging. well, everybody has their first time in doing something. what makes me to have an idea to start blogging? i think i would like to write down something in my life, so that i can read it back in the future. now i remember that i wrote diary in form one, just for three days only, then hide it somewhere. after that, i found my diary book back several years later. u know how i found it back? that's my mum who found it from my drawer , read it, then found out i named her ' tiger' in my diary. hahahha... :D coz she used to beat me when i was young. i didn't even remember i wrote diary at that time. anyway, i found it funny and memorable when i read back the diary. i couldn't stop laughing about it, coz it sounded so childish. although i just wrote for 3 days, but i could remember the incidents and some feelings many years ago. i'm sure that i can't remember the short moment at that time if i din manage to read back my diary. that's why i'm now starting to write down bit by bit in my daily life. i'm sure i can see myself growing throughout my life when i look back of it. God is with me always...

flying~~~

i'm now sitting at home lazying around. 3 more hours later, i'm going to fly to klia, then bangkok, finally to moscow. the total journey will cost me more than 24 hours. ... i'm in dilemma now, coz i'm looking forward to be back in moscow, but at the same time i miss my home, my family n the food here in kk. in moscow, there r lots of companions, friends, nice scenery, four seasons, the people there, the very convenient metro, the very high-speed broadband service......... whilst here in kk, there r lots of things that i'll miss very much, such as my mum's cooking, my parent's nagging, free driver to everywhere, maid at home, delicious n cheap food everywhere n many more. ish..... life is hard for me.. hahhaa.....

anyway, i wanna to thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful family here in kk. i really thank YOU , Lord..... thank YOu Lord that u give me a superman dad. he is so awesome that he never ever complain much for being a slave for his 3 kids. i remembered that when three of us were still in primary school, you were the one who drove us around to our tuition class every night, with mum accompanied with. that's really tiring. i thank u that u provide us a warm, secure environment for us so that we no need to be worry much. i know that u r always there for me. thank u papa...

i'm grateful to have a all-around mummy too. she's always everywhere, in office, market, kitchen, garden, in front of com playing games.... if i'm in need of something, for sure it will be appeared in my sight later. she's such a magician. mum, i wanna to thank u for giving birth to me into this wonderful world, n raising me up.... i love u mum.....

vincent, though i havent' met with u for almost 4 years, u r still my beloved bro. bro, who always fought with me when we were young. i won't forget our childhood together n the scars on my face that were crafted by you man... hahhaha.... bro, hope that u can study smart there n achieve ur goal in future. God is with u....

my baby, leo..... u r a precious one at home. it's not because u r that great, it's just that u r the youngest one at home. i think everyone will call u baby even though u r 30 years old later. hahahhaa... wish u that u can restrain urself away from ur laptop n start to revise ur books as ur UEC is approaching. hope that u can score well in it n further ur studies to be a successful civil engineer. i'll pray for u for a good uni .....

thank God for granting me with such a wonderful family. may God shines on us n bless us everywhere n in everything that we r doing. i love u all! hugzz........ will miss u~~~~~